Friday, April 24, 2009
No matter how depress you get , it doesnt bring the dead back . Humans only start to cherish stuffs after they are gone forever . Right now , i am trying to be as positive as i can get , thinking negativly doesn't get you anywhere . Its useless to remain depress forever . Whats more worst is that no matter how hard i try , no tears are coming out ......
Finally went back to school yesterday , Did phys and chem make up test . To my surprise , chem retest was do-able but for phys ... Randomly just pick an answer and write down ... After school , went to kallang to eat with yue chao , dragon and beng . Wen xiang was suppose to come too but all said that he was like a pig , always sleeping ... After eating , went back to westmall to get my school shoes . My current 1 keep hurting my ankle and the size is too small for my monster - like leg -_- . Was heading home when we saw wai hian and claudia going into westmall . Bid goodbye to dragon and beng , and headed home with my new shoes .
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Memories of the past , flashed in my head when i heard he had passed . He may have treated me and my mother badly , but he did once treated us well . Life is something that is very fragile , it can break so easily . This feeling that i have been feeling , up from this morning , cant be explained. Will be absent for 1 week . Feel free to sms me if you need to contact me . Last day i will be online untill the funeral is over .
Good Bye , Father .
All that i wish for now , is for you to be by my side .
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Mr pan was finally back after a long 1 week mc . Whole class was happy to have him back . Lessons today were a bit boring but still tried my best to stay awake and i did . Recess time didnt went down to canteen but went to patrol the school with wei teck and nicholas . Was quite funny when i said " LIM BEI 带路 "and nicholas lost his footing all of a sudden due to the slippery floor and fell . The situation back then still continues to replay in my mind . Freaking damm funny ! Went to gym after wards as there was nothing to patrol at the sec 1 and 2 building . Slacked at gym and watch them play basketball with some weird heavy ball -_-. Jun jie , zhi jie , jin yuan , wei jian , jia liang they all tried to grab me and burger me but failed to do so . Everyone was stunned when i threw zhi jie all the way to the wall . All of them was like stunned and scared to try grab me again . Jun jie reaction was the MOST intresting and funny . He was like bowing to me for god knows what reason -_- . After school , went for the CCA outing . Was late and had to forcefully throw my bag along with jun hong and beng chew's bag into the art room as they have already locked the door . Took the bus and went off to the area near esplanade . The trip was considered as QUITE FUN as i did mostly nothing and only looked at the beautiful scenery . Went back school took bag , and went home . Dota a bit and did chinese homework . Now studying for tmr geography test. Hope i pass so i dont get kicked out of the classroom -_-.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Woke up early in the morning , and was angry like hell . Seemed like i was in a bad mood -_-. Didnt really pay attention when people was talkin to me during morning assembly or before that . Felt REALLY REALLY angry . Pissed off at something i do not know . Had 4 free periods right after recess . Did maths homework , and fooled around with jun jie , wei teck , tian jia and jin yuan during free period . Sabo each other due to the prank WE did during recess . Played base ball all fo a sudden with some kind of stick thing and i was behind catching the paper ball . Fucking childish -_-. After school went to eat with wei teck , tian jia, dragon and .... ( Forgot how to spell his name slyvester or something?) Left at 2+ and went back school . Watch them play basketball for 1 hour or so before joining . Before we went for science supp , had a 11 vs 2 match == . Fucking funny ... Went for scince supp and went home . Did chinese homework , dota , and now blogging . Sleeping now.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Was suppose to play basketball on sunday, but we end up canceling our plans due to the absence of 1 person . Everyone decided not to go anymore and ended up playing WC3 the whole day . It was finally a sunny day and also a good day to go outdoors and do some sports , everyone refuse to go outdoors . They prefer playing basketballs only on days where there are passing showers or heavy rain . Do you people like playing under the rain so much ? 1 Girl never come only and the rest also do that same and don't come ? I do not understand the logic towards such actions . Shall go to sleep now .
The drums set that jun hong gave me link to , cost about 1k i think ... Fucking Expensive...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Jun hong talked about making a band with him on the lead guitar , dragon on the keyboard , and me maybe on the drums and beng also wanting the drums ... After "N's" and "O's" levels are done , might be forming the band or something ...
Forgot to post about yesterday events so i have to post about today and yesterday in 1 long post -_-.
Yesterday .
Yesterday , went out with jun hong , beng and dragon . Met at jurong east Mrt station . Got there first since i live nearer . Went to chevron to find a bowling alley , but apparently, chevron does not have 1 there . Went around the whole building but still couldn't find a bowling alley , decided to eat at han's cafe . Saw some babes wearing bikini . Me and dragon kept looking around for "some" reason . Went to the busstop and took 188 without making any plans on where is our next destination . Got lost all of a sudden because of my randomness . Took bus to clementi Mrt station and went to Causeway point . Decided to watch a movie to spend some time but was discouraged when we saw the LONG queue . Went for dinner after that . It was still early so we went to jun hong house to slack . Jun hong , dragon and me bathe using jun hong's bathroom . Slacked in his room . Dragon was watching xxx on jun hong psp , beng chew was busy playing disgaea , Jun hong himself busy with tuition , while i was busy doing nothing but watching the two of them do thier stuffs . Decided to went home after awhile when we realised that it was getting late . Did nothing but eat for the whole day -_- .
Today .
Went out with wei ning , dragon and jun hong again . Met at jurong east Mrt when CSC is at bukit batok . It was jun hong who chose the meeting place and it became my fault -_- . Took Mrt and walked to CSC . Went to find the bowling alley but was dissapointed when the counter told us that it was full. Booked for a lane and went to the arcade to slack . Played some arcade games and went to lan to play for 1 hour . Played L4D for the first time . Kept hitting teammates -_- . After we were bored of L4D , we decided to play Dota for the last 5 mins -_-. Every 1 chiong like crazy just to get top ... Decided to go and have dinner when the bowling alley manager called jun hong to inform him that a lane was available for us . Went to play bowling after that . Won jun hong in the first round with pure luck , and lost the rest of the games to dragon -_- . Totally pwnt... Kept getting gutter shots . Need more pratice at it . Went to westmall for dinner , but didnt really ate anything as i dare not to spend any more money as used up all of today's money at the bowling alley. Left with just a few bucks which i wanted to spent on sunday when playing basketball . Left the group after buying okonomiyaki . Ate while waiting for bus . After bathing , my specs broke all of a sudden when nothing happened at all -_- . Had to use my old specs . Couldnt really get use to it at first , but now , it seem a bit better . Played dota with the usual people . Feeling quite sleepy now , so off to sleep now .
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Today was quite boring . Almost the whole class was zoned out throught out the whole day . Slept abit during science , english and MT . After recess was chemistry slept for a few minutes again. During maths every1 was like so zone out , half the class weren't even paying attention -_- . Did maths homework during PG . After school went kopitiam eat with wei teck and tian jia . Was eating and chating happily when all of a sudden , a sec 3 girl came towards us and took the the extra chair without asking or saying anything at all. All 3 of us felt disturbed and felt that she was fucking damm rude . Went for the chinese oral pratice thing after that . Rush here rush there just so i could inform miss neo about it so she won't take it as me skipping photography -_- . Went for photography for the last 1 hour after the chinese oral thing . Went home solo after that .
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Thought today got the breakfast event thing so brought my breakfast to school . Found out that it was next week after being informed by my classmates -_-. Fucking ermbarrasing ... Went for assembly after finishing breakfast. All the girls ignored jin yuan during art class today due to something he said that caused li qing to be angry . She spread to the other girls and all of them followed her example and ignored him completely . She even told all of us not to talked to jin yuan including the malays Lol. Found out that mr pan has been send to the hospital due to lung infections or something . Not fully confirmed of the details yet . Rest of the lessons was quite boring . After school went to kopitiam . Ate , chatted and went home after that . Bathed and slept a bit . Was woken up by the shouting of the old bastard . He fucking screamed Help when all he wanted was for us to open that shit ass ice cream . Fucking bastard . Scolded and Screamed at the top of my voice . I even threw the ice cream in his face and went back to my room . Felt damm irritated when i was woken up by screaming and shouting when i was sleeping . Fucking asshole , can't i even sleep in peace ?
Found this while i was searching for kof blog skins.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Went to qing ming at ang moh kio bi shan ting early morning . Went there qing ming then came back as soon as we were done . Ate breakfast and slept while waiting for time to past and for dragon they all to come . Dragon reached my house first followed by roy , then wei ning , and beng chew and wai hian . When me and dragon heared that shu yi was coming , we went "SHITTTTTTTTTTT" .Second time to have a girl enter my room ... Went down to play basketball with them as soon as the rain stops . While we were playing , it started to rain again , so we went to the voiddeck and dragon suggested playing true or dare . Dragon kept giving us ridiculous dares and everyone was like " I don't play liao lar ! " . Went to play basketball again as soon as the rain stopped again . All went home at about 5.59++p.m . Bathed did homework and now blogging .
Friday, April 3, 2009
Went for sports day today . Met up with wn , beng , jun hong , wen xiang at dover MRT station . All of them were late -_- . Got a bit pissed as i who was early got called as a late comer by mr teo ...
Assembled on the track and marked attendance . Went to mohegen to sit with tian jia , shermaine and siew hwei. After awhile siew hwei left with joanna they all leaving me , tian jia and shermaine . Wanted do maths but forgot calculator ... Wanted play psp but couldnt see the screen at all ... Wanted listen song but no mood at all ... Was so fucking damm hot -_- .We Couldnt take the heat and de sun so we went behind de stadium for some cooling down . Was chased back to our sits by the teachers .. Bought drinks back to drink but tian jia drank de green tea which was suppose to be for shermaine -,- ... Selfish people haiz ... After looking around at the stadium , saw lots of plp taking out urmbrella to cover themselves , and i myself searched my bag for 1 too . Took it out and shared between the 3 of us . Due to tian jia being TOO gay , i kicked him far away from me -_- . Sports day finally ended and went home to bathe and get changed . Went to jun hong house to meet jun hong , beng and dragon for movie . But instead went to seoul instead -_- . Chit chatted and laugh like mad due to the echi-ness of dragon , beng and jun hong -_- . Pictures below.Actaully had a video of dragon playing with his chubert but was forced to dlt it T.T so sad ... Was freaking funny with the way he was "sucking" the chubert like a dick ... Look like a dildo or a dick right? LOL !
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
"Another year older Years have past Always remember So I wrote you this poem "Never marry but for love; Between a man and his wife A husband and wife that love one another Let not enjoyment lessen, Here it is we ought to search out our pleasure, Nothing can be more entire and without reserve;
Today was april fool .. a day which i hate the most as im always getting fooled every year-_- . Lessons were quite boring today so slept through a few of them . After school went to kopitiam with wei teck and ate lunch . Went back to school with jun hong and beng for photography club . Outside the general office , we were called by Mr fu to help carry some stuff . He passed jun hong and beng 1 box each and they went off to the PE room . I had to followed Mr fu all the way inside the general office to get another 2 box -,- . Couldnt really see and i didnt really hear mr fu say to bring it to the PE room . Eventually got lost and didnt know where to put it -_- . Was confused and lost on where am i suppose to put it when another PE teacher whom i am not sure what his name is helped me out and brought me to the PE room .
Mr fu : You sec 4 right?
Me : ya .
Mr fu : you know where the PE room is right ?
Me : ya .
Mr fu : Then where were you ?
Me : lost -,-
First time i can get lost in my own school -_- ... My sense of direction is failing and its becoming more and more like zorro's sense of direction -,- '''
Found some poems while i was working on my CME homework .ENJOY .
"Birthday poem ."
And what can I say
Other than I love you
On your special day
From when we first met
These have been times
I will never forget
That I'm thinking of you
Not just on your birthday
But every other day too
And give you my heart
To show that you mean the world
To me, every part."
but see that thou lovest what is lovely.
He that minds a body and not a soul
has not the better part of that relationship,
and will consequently lack
the noblest comfort of a married life.
nothing ought rule but love.
As love ought to bring them together,
so it is the best way
to keep them well together.
show their children that they should do so too.
Others visibly lose their authority in their families by
their contempt of one another,
and teach their children to be
unnatural by their own examples.
but augment, affection;
it being the basest of passions to like
when we have not,
what we slight when we possess.
where the field is large and full of variety,
and of an enduring nature; sickness,
poverty or disgrace being not able to
shake it because it is not under
the moving influences of worldly contingencies.
nothing more zealous, affectionate and sincere;
nothing more contented than such a couple,
nor greater temporal felicity
than to be one of them."
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