~Howls of the wolf .~

Friday, July 17, 2009

I love her , but how long can this last ? I do not want it to be like last time anymore . I just wanna focus on one particular person . Devote everything to her . Staying by her side , knowing more about her , being able to help her in all ways . I just wanna be with her ... Yet i cant ... I have already suffered alone for so long without any1 by my side , i'snt it time for me to find a bit of happiness yet ? Cant there even be a small little hope for me ?????

roxas blogged at 10:25 AM

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Gonna post since im pretty much happy today . Went home after school , changed and went out with mom . Went to causeway point to meet Jun hong and Beng Chew . Went to the guitar shop that Jun Hong was talking about . Was quite amazed at how generous my mother was today . Bought both me and jun hong a guitar each with alot of things that we dont think we really need -_- . But was really happy that finally got a new guitar and is acoustic . Dragon came to find us and we went off to Jun Hong ' house . Mom accompanied along with no reason at all . Me and Jun hong was learning 1 of Miyavi 's song Aishiteru kara Hajimeyou , while dragon and beng chew were playing psp . The 2 of them went home first while me and jun hong continue playing our guitars . Went home at about 7+ with mother . Wasnt able to have dinner at the kopitiam near Jun hong house as it was under construction . Went home , bathed and now blogging and still playing my guitar . IN LOVE WITH IT ! YAY ! THANKS MOM !

This is the lyrics of the song im learning in english subs .

Let's begin from "I love you"
No matter how tough we act, we are holding each other on the palms of love.

Loving, being loved, loving each other...
And again, from there love is born

Let's start from "I love you"
No matter how much we hurt, we are on the palms of love, we can still love each other again

What it love, what is love I wonder?
A thing that does not need be thought about, is love, I think.

I am me, and as you are you, love is love.

I love you, I love you, I love you,
We'll start from there

I love you, I love you, I love you,
Yes, I'll tell you again tomorrow

I shall .

"aishiteru" kara hajimeyou
Donna ni tsuyogattemo bokura wa ai no te no hira no ue de dakiatteru

Aishi, aisare, aishiau...
Soshite mata, soko kara ai ga umareru

"aishiteru" kara hajimeyou
Dore dake kizutsuitemo bokura wa ai no te no hira no ue de, sore de mo mata aishiau

Ai tte nan darou, nan nandarou?
Nante kangaeru hitsuyou no nai mono ga ai da to boku wa omounda

I love you, i love you, i love you,
Soko kara bokura wa hajimaru

I love you, i love you, i love you,
Kou da, mata ashita kimi ni tsutaeyou

Sou shiyou.

roxas blogged at 7:59 AM

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Finally , i decided to blog after such a LONG time . Was feeling DAMM bored so decided to blog . Got nothing to blog about so maybe i will just type some random shit .

.............. ....... K .... after a few minutes of thinking ... i just realised that i really got nothing to blog about today -_- . Other people think that being sick and able to skip school is good , but i don't think so . Having to cough almost every single second sucks . And not going to school to see the person you love the most , makes it sucks even more . SUCKS TO THE MAXXXXX . Wow , all of sudden , i got something to talk about . Cool ! ... K , im out of topics ... Any ideas anyone ? Dont think anyone is there though -_- . At this point of time , i think beng chew would say " OH MY GOD , Jom is talking to himself again . " Is talking to oneself that bad ? Wait ... Im not talking to myself , im just talking out loud . Is that the same as talking to yourself ? ...... To troublesome to even think about so i will just skip that topic .

.... Amazing . Im out of ideas again . Dont feel like ending the post just like this though , will make me feel damm bored . Zzz . HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think ..... i really have no choice but to end here huh ? But i will feel so bored again .........
Ahhh................

Ahhh................

Ahhh................

Ahhh...............

K this is irritating others and myself -_- . No choice but to stop ..
Feel so sad AND bored ...

roxas blogged at 8:28 AM

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...