Monday, September 21, 2009
I have lost so much things and gain so much new things this past years . I have lost so much things thats precious to me . And i can never gain it back ever again . And i have gain new things to cherish . But the most important thing is that , i have lost sight of whats important to me , and whats not . I have lost sight of my goal , my future . I have lost sight of what i want to be . I even lost sight of the person i loved the most and thinking that i like the other . And a father that watched me grow up to be what i am now . I have lost so much time in these past years . But i gained new knowledge , new understanding of my environment , new friends , new experience in life . I have come to a point to know that , one must always cherish whats most important to you which you can see . And not chase after something that is not in your reach . But setting a goal to push yourself helps you to achieve sometime which others might think is impossible for you to reach . Keep walking in the direction of what you wanna be . Never look back and thing about whats ahead or whats gonna happen in life . Life is unpredictable , like how a healthy man can just die all of a sudden , or how you are gonna flunk your test when you study like fucking hell hard . But putting effort is required in everything you do . Such is the knowledge i have gained . And i shall continue gaining new knowledge as i move on in life . Even if i have to walk alone in my life , i will still continue walking , living , and not regretting a single decision in my life .
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I have been thinking ... Regret ... is an emotion that i wish that i do not need to feel . Regreting something brings sadness , pain , sufferings . It isn't a plesant feeling at all . I never want to regret anything anymore . I regreted so much things this past years . There was so many things that i did and regretted . I hate this feeling .....
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